so last year..

lagi iseng-iseng buka folder email tahun 2007, eeeeehhh nemuin satu email yang pernah gw kirim ke someone, menye2 bgt sih but touchy, lucu juga hahahahaha bikin gw ngetawain diri sendiri karena bodohnya gw ternyata, segittuuuunya deeeeh, padahal sekarang kl inget orangnya juga ilfil, ga pentiiiiingg...*moga2 orangnya ga baca deh,hehehe*

I have nothing to do to change ur mind
But it comes easily out of my mind
Even sometimes we can't make it on our own
It's simple for u to think for a moment
Hope, u take it positively..

What if there was no light
Nothing's wrong, nothing's right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme

What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong

That's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
How can you know it if you don't even try
You know that darkness always turns into light

That's right..
Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take..


i sent it to "J" on January 8th, 2007, a year ago...
realized how stupid i was when i fallen in love but it happens to me over and over agaiiinnn...*oooggh Goodness!!*
i still can't figure it out what went wrong till it broke before it bent
my dream was crashing down and devastated at the end *sigh*
i wasn't supposed to end up like that but that's a destiny
kalo dah ngomongin soal destiny, it means only Allah knows
this is obviously very difficult to liberate ourself to make things on our own
well, jaz do our best and Allah will do the rest