so tired

saturday nite and i'm here in my best fren's house
talking about everything that happened to me recently
i was telling her that i was dreaming about u when i take a nap today
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, i really wanna scream out loud!!!
i don't want it
i really don't want it
but it come over me over and over again

i'm so tired
so damn tired of the-terrible-thing-that-should-have-gone-forever-from-my-entire-life-and-never-ever-want-to-remember-it-no-more!! *sigh*

please get away from my life...
i'm so sick of it,enaff ya enaff!!!!*sigh*


it seems like i'm the stupiest gal who's waiting for nothing
i know that it's been a while since i tried so hard to move on
but when i realized i knew that it's not that easy, hiks..


haaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh, i have to wake up, have to!!!
that's what u want me to do
i knew ca, u want me to open up my eyes and face the reality*sigh*
duuuh, ko gw melow bgt yah dah 3 hari ini, parah bgt nih PMS-nya (gw tau banget ini semua dampak dari PMS gw yang bikin gw menye2 bgt)
niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisss, injek kaki gw buruan doooooongggg!!!!
sebeelllll, kesellll, iiiiiiighhh kelewatan nih, cepetan dateng ke periodnya supaya gw ga norakk gini...
beneran gaenak bgt rasanya*sob*


but there something i have to be so grateful
thx God, u blessed me
i got a great family and a lovely fren arounds me

well, hope everything will get better soon...