stupidest mistakes ever

i made a mistake!
stupidest mistake for all of time!!
i've jaz crashing down my own dream
and now i can't even forgive myself, never!!

yesterday was a terrible day and memang penyesalan itu datengnya belakangan ya, hhhhh
gw nyeseeelll, nyeseeellll senyeseeelllll nyesellllnyaa tapi percuma aja, udah terjadi juga!!*cryng out loud*
gw ga bisa nyalahin kondisi (or whatever it is) emang gw yg salah, surely me
astaghfirullaaaah, ampuni aku ya Allaaaahhh..

cuma bisa bilang kalo aja ini... kalo ajaa ituuu... damn, rite stupid me!!!
stupidest thing i've done in life!!!!
never be forgotten and forgiven, never ever!!! :'(
sorry ya can't tell ya what was happened to me but
i only write this to reduce my guilty feeling *even it's not working at all, hhhhh*

semoga Allah mengampunikuu kebodohanku, amiiinnn amiiinnn amiiiinnn..*lift my hands and pray for it*