Monday, December 31, 2007

at the end of 2007


beberapa jam menuju tahun 2008
duuuuh, resolusi tahun 2007 gw aja belum tercapai, hikshiks..
mmmmmmph, mesti mikir apa aja yah yg mesti gw tercapai buat 2008
kayanya ga jauh-jauh dari kelanjutan resolusi 2007 yg belum achieve
mmmph, masih males mikirinnya tar aja lah..

oya, dah lama ga ketemu sama mas dido, sobat gw yang aneh itu, huehehheheh*maap yah mas,lo mang aneh sih...
ketemuan dah jam 1pm di ambassador kuningan, trus blanja-blanji di carefur itc kuningan buat keperluan training katanya, trus ke NTS (apa yah singkatannya, gw lupalah pokonya tempatnya dibunderan mega kuningan) trus dilanjutin ke setiabudi building buat lunch di Ta Wan, after that baru deh kita ke amadeus buat ngobrol sambil dapet gratisan wifi sepuasnyaaa,haha...


seneng bgt bisa ketemuan dan ngobrol2 lagi sama sobat gw iniiiii, legaaaa bgt kayanya abis cerita2 meskipun kita agak sibuk sendiri2 dengan download dan browsing2,hhihihihi
dah luaaama banget kita ga ketemuan dan ngobrol2 gitu
padahal nih dah direncanain dari kapan tau
dari gw masih jomblo trus jadian sampe dah putus trus jomblo lagi,huahahahahaha....
gilaaaaa, segitunya banget yaks tapi bener deh gatau kenapa gabisa ketemu2an juga for the late 2 months ini meski dah direncanain,pheeeeuww...

well, mang seru bgt kl dah cerita2 sama mas dido, meski dia suka ga nyambung tapi namanya juga sobat jadi yah asik asik aja, ngertikaaaan maksud gw??temen, ya musti ngertiin, ya musti dengerin, ya musti hmmmmph semuanyalah..*hahaha,ko jadi demanding yah...
duuuuh, tar malem mau ngapain yah?masih belum jelas sih,tapi yg pasti ketemuan sama my family and also my cousins yang lucu2 dan baik2, indra, fica and anti...

it's 7 pm and time to go home
even some"curious"thing's still running thru my mind...*sigh, oh Allah please help me thru it all
buuuuuut, semangaaaaaaaaaaaattttttt

everything's gonna be alriiiiite!!!!
Insya Allah,amiiiinnn...




hummmmpph, i think that's all for today



hepi nu year guys



see ya....




Thursday, December 27, 2007

feel so much better

udah mulai kerja lagi nih
males sih sebenernya but i'm happy bisa ngenet lagi sepuasnya,huehueheuhueuehue...
masuk tinggal 27&28 desember trus libur lagi sampe tgl 2 januari 2008,senangnyaaa...
i feel soooo much better than before
apalagi semalem gw, icha, dan anti ketemuan di castle burger kalimalang untuk sekedar ngobrol2 plus sekalian kasih oleh2 setelah gw pulang kampung a couple days ago
curhat2an peristiwa memilukan tentang gw gitu ceritanya...*pheeeww...
ketemuannya dah hampir jam 8 pm something
yg dateng duluan anti, trus baru gw dan icha yg bawa temennya mega...
setelah icha dateng barulah gw tumpahkan segala kekecewaan, duka lara, angkara murka dan kekecewaan yg membuncah didalam dada, legaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget rasanya..*halah, bahasa gw ko gitu bgt yah?hehehe (thx ya gals, luv u so much forever and ever)
abis itu baru deh ngebahas kebodohan gw yg selaluuuuu aja ketipu sama laki2 buaya buntung yg awalnya pura2 baik buat ngelabuhin gw, shit!!
cerita2 soal mantan2 gw yg juga temen2 anti dan icha, hahahaha gila yah kayanya mang gw yg suka sama tipe2 bad boys, aneeehhhh bgt nih gw, hahahahaha
mang kelemahan gw kl dah sayang sama orang ya gitu "everthing i do, i do it for u" lah
salah tuh kaya gitu, terlalu all out tapi mang itulah gw!!
jadi kadang orang yg ga punya niat jahat sama gw jadi semena2, hiks ketulusan gw dibales kepalsuan...
biarlaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh, yg penting i gave my best to him, nanti juga ada balesannya...*menghibur diri nih sebenernya,hikhik
Ya Allah, kenapa yah lagi2 gw ketipu "over and over again" sama kebaikan semu laki2 yg gw yakinin "the rite man" tapi ternyata malah "the rite looser man"
sebenernya gw sedih, maluuuu, kecewa, marrrrraaaah , gondok, keseeeellll bgt @#%%((&^$$ ##*&)%sh**, assh*** padahal dah 26 thn nih gw tahun depan, eh minggu depan ding tp ko masih gini giniiiiiiiii aja ya..*sigh,sutralaaahhh capek gw
tapi syukurlah, untungnyaaaa gw ga dibiarain lama2 terlena sama kepalsuannya, sebagai orang jawa masih aja mikirin untung yee, hehehe

kalo lagi kayak gini nih, kita baru bisa ngerasain mana temen beneran or not
alhamdulillah, bersyukuuuuur bgt...i'm so very lucky to have a few of best frens in my life, they would never leave me all alone and always be there when i need them
so aku gapernah kesepian deeeeeeehhh
for happiness or sorrow, in heaven or hell, in good or bad time, they will always be here next to me, showing me that they care for me
thx Allah

all i have to do is jaz waiting for the answer of my pray
Allah gives me what i need not what i want
because everthing we did, whether it's a good or a bad thing will back to us somehow

we'll see guys,
what's gonna be happened next
hopefully, some beautiful things happen to me soon, rite away...!!!amiiiinnnnn
oya, gw kan janji mau posting jalan2 gw ke semarang liburan kemaren ya
next posting deh, gw mau kerja dulu dikit kali yeee,hehehe


Saturday, December 22, 2007

pulang kampung

hi bloggerku tersayang,
how r things going there on ur holiday?
belum sempet ngucapin "Eid Mubarok, 10 Dzulhijah 1428 H "
semoga pemotongan dan pembagian hewan kurban secara cuma2 ini bisa sedikit membuat para kaum dhuafa tersenyum, alhamdulillah....
btw, gw sekarang lagi dikampung halaman mommey dan poppy gw tersayang
yaitu di comal, pemalang, jawa tengah
gw dah lama bgt nih ga pulkam,
dan gatau kenapa tanpa banyak preparation macem2
tiba2 gw deal aja ikutan ke comal,
then... here i am, in the middle of d'land of green rice,huahahahaha
well, i'm so happy to be here, dah lama juga ga nengokin comal..
hmmmmm, kira2 dah 5-7 tahun deh gw ga kesini
gw nikmatin bgt bgt deh view, ambience and athmospherenya
sejuuuuuukkk bgt
pagi tadi gw ngeliat gunung slamet dari kebon belakang rumah pakde gw
foto2 menyusul kemudian yah secara gw posting juga di warnet kampung
dan ga bawa kabel data pula kalee,hehehe
oya, besok pagi gw dan keluarga mommey bakal melanjutkan travelling ke semarang dan ungaran,cihuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyyyy....
berarti gw bakal makan duren sepuasnya dirumah om hardi disemarang,aseeeekkk...
well...
happy holiday guys..

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

coldplay me one more time

sejak kuliah smp sekarang, gw jatuh ciiinta sama coldplay
ini band favorite gw, forever and ever
pertama dengerin dari milka temen kuliah gw yg ngefans abis sama band ini
karena dia sering bgt nyetel kenceng2 lagu2 coldplay saat gw main dikamarnya, walhasil gw jadi falling in luv deh sama coldplay, kl orang jawa bilang tuh gw "witing tresno jalaran soko kulino" *hahaha, bener ga tuh ye tulisannya?
even gw ga ngerti bgt2 soal music neh but i like it soooo very much
lyricsnya daleeemmm dan "ngeeennaaa" banget, haha..
apalagi sang vokalis "chris martin" yang sangat2 keureeeeeeeeeennn when he's singing with his unique style on stage dan he's also a family man jadi bikin gw tambah termehek-mehek dibuatnya, huehuehuehue...
yg paling gw suka tuh lagunya yg "trouble"
dari denger intronya aja gw dah terhanyut dan terbuai, halah..
but mostly gw sukaaaa bgt semua lagu2nya coldplay, dari the scientist, in my place, a message, yellow, talk, a rush blood to the head, twisted logic, swallowed in the sea, white shadow, x&y, fix u, speed of sound, clocks, the hardest part, bla bla blaaa semualaaaah keren bangeeetttt, never get bored
favorite gw dengerin lagu coldplay tuh biasanya malem, abis pulang kerja, setelah mandi dan lain2 trus tiduran deh dikamar gw yg tenang dan nyaman sambil ga lupa nyalain lilin pake aromaterapy, all alone... wuiiiiiiiiiih nikmaaattt bgt rasanya, jadi lebih relax, ilang deh tuh segala rasa penat dan cape karena rutinitas..
well, u have to try
because it works on me,hehehe

Monday, December 17, 2007

eventually, i surrender...

this song represents my feelings so much
when u love someone but u know it goes to waste
then still trying hard to believe on faith that Allah will lead the way
so sad actually, but that's life
we can only have a plan but Allah who decide we thru it or not
oh my dear Lord, i surrender to U
eventually
...Dan Ketika
Maliq & d'Essentials

ketika waktu tlah mencitakan cerita
tentang kita
mestinya smua indah kini yang terasa
sejujurnya kadang aku pun tak mengerti peran apa yang kita jalani
seindahnya dunia ini takkan seindah bila kumilikimu dan ku milikmu
bila memang bukan kita yang tentukan kemana arah cinta ini kan membawa
berikanlah aku satu jalanmu Tuhan
agar aku mengerti apa yang kita jalani kini
bilakah waktu tlah menentukan saatnya
saat untuk bersama saat saat kita jelang bahagia
percayalah sayang bukan aku tak sayang
bila cinta tak mampu bertahan
seindahnya cinta ini takkan seindah bila kumilikimudan ku milikmu
bila memang bukan kita yang tentukan kemana arah cinta ini kan membawa
berikanlah aku satu jalanmu Tuhan
agar aku mengerti apa yang kita jalani
tetaplah tersenyum
yakinlah waktu tlah tentukan saatnya
aku denganmu
oh Lord...
why it's so hard to let it go
to be with him is all that i wanted
i jaz wanna love u perfectly but now i know i can't...

my best fren ever

temen2 yang paling ngertiin gw dan selalu ada saat gw susah.
even dah bolak-balik berantem tapi tetep masih bisa saling memaafkan dan mengerti
that's a frenship for
bisa saling nerima kekurangan sahabatnya, saling mengerti saat sahabatnya when they need a shoulder to cry on dan saling menghargai setiap keputusan yg diambil sahabat even bertolak belakang sama pendapat dan saran kita daaaaan ketika pilihannya salah dan dia bersedih karenanya kita mesti nerimanya so they'll feel comfort crying on our shoulder..
that's what frens are for...*jadi inget slogan fren mobile-8 nih,iklan dikit,hehehe..
thx for nisa and anti for being my best fren, hope it lasts forever gals...




yeaaaah,
hope we can still feel d'soul of frenship forever and ever

pms lagi pms lagi...

December 15, 2007

PMS here i come
sebel kl dah mulai PMS lagi bawaannya sensiiiiiiiiii bgt
mestinya bisa fun all day long tapi jadi beteee seharian apalagi saat itu Rio susah bgt dihubungin dan baru ada kabar sabtu sorenya,gilaa gw dah kwatir ketar ketir karena takut kenapa2 sama dia trus ditambah PMS yg bikin gw jadi over negative thinking
gw bener2 takut dia pingsan or got accident somewhere trus gaada yg tau, hiks gila nyiksa bgt rasanya
mana anti ceritain kl Husen(cowonya) pernah ky gitu dan ternyata masuk RS, pingsan dan baru telpon anti malemnya setelah siuman dan lihat ada puluhan missed call dari Anti di HPnya
sumpah, rasanya tuh bikin gw gabisa mikirin hal yg lain even gw pgn have fun bgr temen2 gw, but it's hard to make up my mind that Rio was jaz fine at that time..
now i know that i really care about him...
but syukurlah Rio gpp, ternyata dia cuma ga sempet angkat telpon gw karena lagi ribet aja,phiuuuuhh
maafin aku ya sayang, i didn't call u when u ask me to called cause i'm so so so angryyyy,rrrrggghhh..it was so miserable inside and i feel so sorry..
please don't do dis to me anymore dear, it drives me insane *especially when i'm on PMS

Thursday, December 13, 2007

alhamdulillah...

kadang kita baru sadar buat bersyukur kl ngeliat orang yg lebih menderita dari kita..*itu gw sih,hehe..
tiap pagi berangkat kantor gw suka ngeliat pemulung dipinggir jalan yg homeless, tidur dijalanan gitu, yaampuuuuuuuuuun...kebayang ga sih kl jadi mereka?however, they're not supposed to be like that..nobody wants to be like them, being a poor and careless *sigh
panas ujan udah aja gitu beratapkan langit, syukur2 ada kolong jembatan atau gerobak dorong yg bisa neduhin mereka *duuuuh,sedih bgt gw ngebayangin mereka
what should i say rite now is "Alhamdulillah..."
ya Allah, makasih yah for blessing me a family, a warm little house and this lovely job
kl ngomongin keinginan sih pasti berasanya kuraaaaaaaaaang teruss
but now i should try to be more ikhlas and grateful for the bad or even for the bad things i've got, insya Allah i can be a better person for now and then,amiiinnn
well, cuma mau sharing aja semoga bermanfaat...

Monday, December 10, 2007

ogh love...

love is unconditional
it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable,
and well, strangely easy to mistake for loathing
my heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it
like it doesn't belong to me anymore
it belongs to u
and if u wanted it, i'd wish for nothing in exchange
no gift, no goods, no demonstration of devotion
nothing but knowing that u love me too
just your heart in exchange for mine
well...
i love that poem so much
dunno exactly what i feel rite now but i jaz like it
luv it, luv it, and luuuuuuv it...

Monday, November 12, 2007

bad monday!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggghhhh......
bete, sebel, kesel, dongkol, pokonya pengen marrrrraaaaah...!!!!
gimana ga dongkoooolll kl meja gw berantakan bgt, tumpukan hard copy surat2 masuk bertebaran dimana2, dah gitu puluhan email belum gw buka
baru gw tinggal training 3 hariiiii aja dah beginiiii!!
tau gitu mending gw over time hari sabtu kemaren

whoaaaaaaaaaa bener2 bad monday morning, hiks...
secara lagi PMS jg, jadi bawaannya sensiiii bgt
astaghfirullah, jadi ngeluh gini yah tapi mang ga banget deh hari ini, muka gw dah manyun gini aja masiiiiih ada yg iseng minta ini itu ga penting...*uuuuuuggghhh, ga ngerti apa pendingan gw segini banyaknya...!!!
but suddenly, siang tadi gw dipanggil sama pak Rambe untuk keruangannya
gw kira ada apaan, ternyata dia mau ultah besok, hehehe lucu juga ngasih tau gwnya, sempet cekikikan sama babeh karena dia agak sebel krn gw as her secretary gatau kl dia ultahnya tuh bsk,hueheuhuehueheue...
aaaaaaaaaaaand requestnya gw mesen makanan buat all Group HCM besok pagi, haaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh besok pagi? mepet bgt kan waktunya, belum lagi menunya minta yg ga biasa lagi, lah piyeeeeeeeeeeeee ikii???
pusing laaaah gw, cari sana sini menu yg pas, akhirnya decide order sate ayam dan lontong, jajanan pasar dan es buah seugeeeerrr,slurup sluruuuuuuuupphhh...
awalnya gw dapet referensi untuk order ke Primasari Catering, tapi berhubung mahal dan servicenya kurang professional akhirnya gw berpaling ke Rosita Catering yang lebih cooperative and cepet servicenya, dan ternyata mang dah langganan sekretaris Isat juga jadi dapet kortingan deh...

well well...dengan paket lengkap kap kap dan sesuai pula dengan budget uang belanja dari babehkyuuuu getoooh,huehuehuehue....*puaaaaaassss deh pokonya...
meski masih bersungut2 karena PMS, tp akyu senang krn siang ini Rioku sayang telpon, jadi reda deh segala amarah,dongkol, sebel2an, muram durja,dkk ...*thx ya sayangkuuu...luv u soooooo much....

well, that's all for today
hope tomorrow'll be better than today...



Wednesday, November 07, 2007

ke ITCC Jatiluhur

lagi di ITCC jatiluhur
training problem solving tools bareng nisa
sepiiii, baru besok sih mulai trainingnya
berangkat dari KPPTI jam 4 pm trus muacett bgt, then sampe dijatiluhur jam 6 lewat gitu
sampe langsung solat, mandi trus makan di cafetarianya, kenyaaang whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, jadi ngantuk deh...
kangen sama rio, hiks...


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

fabiano so cuuuuuuute....



the way he smiles and babbles, so funny...
makes me wanna see him for always
miss u so bad fabi...

Monday, October 29, 2007

this shivering

the journey has began...

September 1st, 2007
i still remember the day i met him..
he wore a white shirt combined with a black jeans
i dunno why but like the way he dressed
the day after that, everything seems so right
yep, finally i found someone

October 20th, 2007
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I won't be too much but my heart is shivering when i remember all the things his done
I can't seem to get myself to think of his warm gentle kiss I taste and savor his touch that I wanted so much
How beautiful it is just to be like this
yep, there's nothing else I want more than to feel this way

i think i'm hoping that it's not only the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent ...

thx to Allah who gives this beautifull gift into my life...

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

almost over...

dah tinggal sepuluh hari lagi nih meninggalkan Ramadhan, semoga Allah memberikan ampunan & maghfirohNya kepadakyuuu,amin...
sedih juga yah krn almost over, kayanya udah enaaaakkk bgt bisa deket sama Allah, semoga bulan2 lainnya juga bisa mendekatkan diri seperti ini terus, sampe teruuuuuuus khusnus khotimah,amiiiiinnn
so many things happened lately....

hmmm, dah mulai let "him" away from me..
it's not his mistaken actually, but he has to get used to be without me, has to!!
gw mang kelewat cuek bgt sama dia, ga tau yah gw ko suddenly maleees bgt sama dia, astaghfirullah gaboleh gitu sih, tp gimana lageee???!!! ga mau aja deket2 lagi ma dia.... maafin akyuuuuuu, i don't mean it..

so drowning
wish tomorrow will be better than today




Friday, September 21, 2007

the other side

sore ini gw masih dikantor...
sepiiii banget cuma ada manager gw sama gw di sisi utara lantai 18 gedung KPPTI
mang biasanya juga sepi sih, tp ini berasa beda ajaa
buka puasa pake sebotol air putih ngambil di pantry sendirian pula, alhamdulillah...
akhirnya hati gw bersyukur karena punya keluarga yg masih utuh di rumah, so sekali2 ngerasain kesendirian gpp laaaaaaaahh...
planning mo ketemu my ex-supervisor yang dah more than 3 month ga contact2an, mau denger aja cerita2nya
hhhmmmmmmmm, pengen makan apa yah nanti?bebek ginyo boleh juga nih...
tp apa aja boleh deh, yg penting bisa ngobrol2 dan cerita2 sepuasnya, hehehe

actually, i'm still wondering why should i fall in luv with a Mr. "R"?? still can't forget him even i've tried so hard
jaz like mandy moore sang in her song "to be only urs i pray...", well, i did it but then it seems so hard to be thru
Ya robb, only u who knew it..please gimme the answer why u stay him away from me?hiks...
well, i jaz wanna be happy with him..but if Allah doesn't want me to be with me, i'll take it sincerely, i know for sure that Allah 'll give the best that i've never thought before,amiiiiiiiiiiinnnn...*sumpah ini gw ngarep bgt,hehehe..
well well....hopefully, Allah'll never stay away from me,amiiiiiiiinnn


get closer to this feeling

this morning, i jaz wake up with a litte smile ;)
remembered to my conversation with Abang last nite, he's so nice and lovely..
hmmmm, it's getting closer anyway...
but still dunno how to make it...
surrender to Allah, but i jaz can smile ;)

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

bukber temen2kyuu...

kemaren gw buka bersama temen2 jaman online bareng di Fren...
sebenernya gw masih belum puasa, tapi gw ikutan momentnya ngumpul2nya aja
jam 5.30 pm sampe di AH di depan TIM
hari itu, Kita-kita (Nissya, Anti, Lia, Windy, gw) dah pada kelaperan dan siap2 order buat buka puasa...ups, ko jd gw yg kelaperan ya,xixixixi..
setelah orderan makanan kita dateng dan adzan bergema, kita semua hening dengan kesibukan masing-masing (makan maksudnya) gatau tuh dah pada berdoa buka puasa apa enggak..*grin
gw sukaaaaaaaaaa bgt disaat2 kita bisa ketawa lepas, cekikikan nyeritain hal2 konyol yg dulu kita lakuin bareng, belum lagi cerita-cerita asmara yang ga kalah serunya sama sinetron2 abg di tipi-tipi itu tuuuuuuuuuuh,hehehehe...

  • about Nisa yg lagi suka bgt sama temen sekantornya yg katanya Windy sih cupu abiiiisss, tp gatau kenapa tuh Nisa awet bgt kesemsem sama si "W", padahal itu dari jamannya gw suka sama si "R" yg entah dimana sekarang berada,hiks...
  • about Anti yg masih setia dgn Husen yg dah dipacarin lebih dari 7 thn tp sampe sekarang masih belum nikah juga karena Husen yg belum bisa yakinin nyokapnya untuk restuin hubungannya dengan Anti yg bukan "Arab", fiuuuuuuuuuuuuh...(hare genneeee....)
  • about Windy yang selalu positive thinking tentang cowo2 yang gw anggap ga pantes dipositif thingking-in,hehehe..;)
  • and the last but not least is Lia...dia tuh masih belum jelas maunya apa...*sigh

well, yang pasti gw senenglah bisa ngumpul2 sama temen2 seperjuangan dulu, even we're not young no more tapi yang penting we can get thru this hard life..*fiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh...




gonna miss this moment to come in the future...

Monday, September 17, 2007

jaz wondering...

belum puasa lagi hari ini...
hmmmmmmm, yesterday was a wonderful weekend for me...
ke ambas sama ita,jq and jenny (jq's sista) and i felt like having a new happy family, thx to Allah
oya, gw ga ngerti kenapa gw bisa shopping over n over again padahal jumat kemaren dah beli sandal di pelangi,hiks...*parah nih instict shopaholic gw belum punah2 juga*
tapi gw yakin, pada saatnya nanti gw akan mikir 1000x buat belanja-belanji hal2 yg ga penting, tapi nantiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......*kl dah punya anak kali yeee,hehehehe...
well, it was a cloudy sunday morning, adeeeeeemmm bgt, seadem hatikyuu ;)
hope there's a sweet surprise today,amiiiinnnn ..*ngareeeeepp bgt yah gw :)

Friday, September 14, 2007

luv it sooooooo bad

"Dying"

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

suka banget sama lyrics "dying"-nya Five for Fighting ini...
daleeeeeem bgt, bikin gw menghayal....* wahai pangeran pujaan hatiku, where art thou?...hiks*

hari kedua ga puasa...

wake up 3.00 am in the morning, nguap2 bengong2 ga jelas akhirnya gw bisa bangun dari tempat tidurkuw..
preparing to solat tahajjud but then....ternyata i got my periods,hiks...
langsung balik lagi to my lovely room, aaaaaand setel weaker jam 5.45 tiduuuuuuuuuuuurrr,zzzzzzzzzzzz...

dah lumayan lama juga ga posting blog karena sibuk sama banyak hal ga jelas, wasted...
there are so many things happened to me lately...
so unpredictable
so confusing
so annoying
but then i realized that Allah loves me more than i've ever thought...
thx to Allah who gave me this blessed..

so, starting from today, i'll write it on...


cheers

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

nisa or nissya...

gal friends...
talking about that, gw punya temen2 that always be there when i need them...
nisa...one of etc temen yg paling aktif, hyperactive malah,hehehe...
gw sering bgt spending time sm dia, lately...
dari lunch bareng, nyalon bareng, nonton di blitz bareng, shoping-shoping, duuuuuuh, almost all the time yah kayanya...

nih, waktu di bis loh...
otw ke puncak event Family Gathering Group HCM...
sekamar juga, temen main juga,
duh smoga nisa ga bosen yah ketemunya gw lagi, gw lagi....





gw lupa...
kondangan juga ma nisa...
nih, waktu kondangan ke arif's sista
kapan yah giliran gw bikin orang kondangan??hehehe
disana kita ketemu ama mas doni & his wife...
well, gonna be long stories nih...
hope we can get Mr. Right soon, amiiinnn
well...jaz hoping so much about that...

Oya, we love to be photoed,hehehe (maksudnya suka banget di photo gitu,hehehe..)
well, narsis abis lah pokonya...
kl ada spot-spot yg bagus otomatis instinct narsisnya keluar,hehehe.....


besides that, ada nissya...

nissya tuh temen yg agak sama nasibnya ma gw saat ini, hehehe...(don't say that name ...)

mang dah kompak dari kita masih sama2 kerja di mobile 8 sih, so till now...she's still a good friend of mine..





well, hope this friendship will last forever...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Bu Rika's farewell party at Penang BIstro

Dear Dear...
Lunch at Penang Bistro, one of exciting place i wanna try...
Bareng-bareng 2 divisi, makan2,karokean trus back to work,hehehe..
what a lovely day ever,hehehe...





Bu Rika moves on a new division called Channel Management...Good luck and be more success ya bu...


Kenyaaaaaaaang banget makan siang tadi, semua dilahap karena belum sarapan juga sih...*aji mumpung banget deh gw,hehehe...


mantaaaaaaaaaaaabbb, mak nyuuuuuuss deh pokonya...

abis makan2 keunyaaaaaaaaaaaang banget, foto2 deh sama mba Danik...


trus, foto lagiiiii sendiri...*narsisnya kumat,hehehe...

kayanya bakal ga makan malem nih today, tp mana mungkin yah "secara" abis working hour janjian sama d'gals di ohlala semanggi to celebrate icha's bday, fiuuuuuuuuuhhh...
well, jaz enjoying today...
alhamdulillah, thx to Allah who gave me a lotta frens who always stays with me no matters what...

surely...
meimei






Monday, July 23, 2007

seserahan for my sista


nemenin belanja buat seserahan ita ke pasaraya grande...

abis nonton harpot di mpx grande yg so damn bad, trus cari2 kosmetik di body shop..

ga ngerti yah, ko harpot "order of the phoenix" gaada bagus2nya deh, untung dibayarin isat, acaranya nonton bareng im3..*thx yah isat,hehehe..

tadinya niat mau nemenin aja tp ko kayanya jadi gw yg shopping yah, mang susah kl punya instinct as a shopaholic,fiuuuhh...but, that was fun
well, jaz enjoying my "single and fabulous" life...

Thursday, July 19, 2007

pindahan...

Sejak working di Isat di awal november 2006, ga kebayang bakal jadi sekretaris di bagian HCM (Human Capital Management), but i try to make it fun, jadi gw ga terbebani...Alhamdulillah, dah 8 bulan jg akirnya gw jalanin as a secretary even i made a lotta mistakes but i learn so many things i've never got from school or colleges..

Now, i'm moving 2 d new divisions called OHRP and HRSD, still dibawah Group HCM...

senangnyaaaaaaa, disini orangnya asik2 dan santai,hehehehe...

hmmmmmmmmm, apa lagi yah?? pengen bisa banyakin ikut training nih, pokonya be a better person each day lah...

semangat semangat dan semangat!!!

hope i can do my best,aminnn