where it goes?

last weekend was the happiest moment ever..

ocha dan daus akhirnya lamaran, trus nisa dan henry akhirnya jadian juga, huehuehue *selamet ya jeng, akhirnyaaaa...:)

i'm soooooo happy for u guys...:)

besides all those things, ada hal yg bikin gw kecewa bgt

bener kalo kata orang bilang "yg berpotensi besar bikin kita sakit hati dan kecewa adalah orang yg paling kita sayangin"..*yeah, that's so rite

mungkin saat ini, hubungan kita sedang diuji, ujian tentang menjaga kepercayaan

a trust is the crucial thing in relationship, a big big matter of all!

dengan saling menjaga kepercayaan, kita akan lebih tenang dan nyaman dalam ngejalanin

hubungan, any kind of relationship pastinya harus punya fondasi kepercayaan yg kokoh

in this case, gw memang terlalu all out kalo udah sayang sama orang

i put my trust on him but suddenly he broke it so easily :'(

sedih sesedih-sedihnya gw, ga percaya, ga nyangka dan ga ga yang lainnya..

so many questions coming thru my mind...

where's the love that always he said to me over and over again?

where's the faith that always he wanted me to keep and care?

where's all the things that we've been through togather?

where it all goes?:'(

sorry bgt ya gw gabisa cerita detail "what's the matter actually" but one thing for sure that it'll become a big matter in relationship if there's someone u love broke ur trust :'(

even then he beg on me to say sorry and said that i don't need to be worried about everything but my heart wont accept it easily...

i can't...

well, sooner or later time will prove it whether is it worth to be kept or not..

hoping so much that everything will be alright, amiiinnn

sekarang aku masih bisa maafin kamu, tapi aku gaakan bisa lupain kejadian ini for all the time

semoga hal ini menjadi pelajaran yg berharga buat kamu, yeaaah semoga....