Males Update

Kayanya udah lama gw ga posting, yep almost a month exactly...
Setelah nikah and jadi istri orang, gw selalu pulang tenggo
Soooo, banyak kerjaan yang gw kebut pagi hari supaya bisa cepet pulang waktu dijemput hubby jam 4 sore
Nah, makanya deh gw jaraaaang banget posting

Kalo sekarang gw bisa posting, ini karena email outlook gw deactivated dan access gw ke jaringan di lock for a while...
And then, i'm doing nothing deh, abis ngapain lagi? paling ngerjain hal-hal yang bisa dilakuin manually aja...
Thank to orang2 IT yang udah memperlambat proses perpanjangan access ke jaringan gw dan bikin kerjaan gw semakin menumpuk! *rrrrrrrrrrrrrgh*

By the way, 2 minggu kemaren gw cuti loh...
Lama bener tuh cutinya, tapi gw ga liburan kemana-mana, eh kemana-mana sih, tapi cuman ke Bandung aja, hihihi Hmmmmm, ngeblank lagi nih..entah mau tulis apa...
Well, i gotta go, my boss called me...



*Please pray for the Moslems on Palestine, hope Allah give them a faith and strength to defeat Israeli, amiiinnn...

still feel not good enaff

hampir dua minggu gw masiiih aja flu, pilek, batuk dan temen2nya, heraaaaaaannn...!!

mungkin stamina gw lagi ga okeh bgt nih, makanya gw ga sembuh2 padahal biasanya minum neozep plus tidur seharian juga udah pulih seperti sedia kala

tp senangnyaaaaa, gw punya macaroni yg sangat sabar ngingetin gw minum obat dan care bgt sama gw, makasih ya Allah, i luv u darling...

sebenernya nih sekarang males bgt mikir buat posting, padahal banyaaaak bgt yg pengen gw ceritain soal wiken kemaren, bingunggg jadinya krn otak gw jadi lemot loadingnya.. :'(

ya sutralaaaaahhh, doain gw smoga cepet sembuh, pulih dan sehat kembali yaaa temans...

*bad news nih, gw udah cancel buat ikutan ke Bali, hhhhhh tp gw sama sekali ga nyesel, thx to Ari, luv u darling....

so sad...

gw mau cerita
so pathetic sih, mau nangis rasanya

tadi pagi gw baca koran di Kompas ada berita tentang seorang tukang gorengan yang meninggal karena bunuh diri

do u know whyyyyyyy?

karena putus asa dengan tekanan ekonomi
tertekan saat minyak tanah susah didapet...
daaan bersamaan dengan melonjaknya harga sejumlah bahan pangan such as tepung terigu, tahu, tempe, sayuran dan juga minyak goreng *sigh*

more over, sebelum dia bunuh diri, dia pernah ngeluh karena selalu merugi
karena dengan modal yang dikeluarkan sebesar Rp 50.000,- tetapi pendapatannya cuma Rp 35.000,- sehari, padahal dia punya tanggungan seorang istri dan 4 orang anak....*sobbing and crying*

ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuuuun
pasti berat banget bebannya sampe dia dah ga sanggup lagi, sumpah gw sedih bgt... *sigh*
ga kebayang kl gw jadi mereka, bisa-bisa gw dah gila duluan, astaghfirullah

have u ever thought about people-who-lives-on-a-really-bad-conditions like them?
so depressed and dunno how to do to stay alive with those miserable conditions...

after reading those news, gw jadi more grateful to what i've got in life
gw jadi ngerasa terrible matters yg gw hadapin tuh gaada apa2nya compares to what they got *sob*

thx Allah
U blessed me a happy family
U blessed me lovely frens around me
U blessed me a nice job
U blessed me a beautiful life

semoga keluarga yang ditinggal almarhum pak Slamet, si-tukang-gorengan-yg-bunuh-diri ikhlas dengan musibah yg terjadi dan menjadi lebih tegar menghadapi hidup
semoga juga pemerintah lebih peduli lagi sama rakyat kecil seperti pak Slamet
semoga Indonesia jadi lebih baik, amin amin amiiiinnnn *lift my hands and pray to have things better*

song of the day by Justin Timberlake

Never Again

Would have given up my life for you

Guess it's true what they say about love

It's blind

You lied straight to my face

Looking in my eyes

And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life

And all you had to do

Was apologize

. .

You didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me, again

. .

No, no, no, no, no, no

. .

Sadness has me at the end of the line

Helpless watched you break this heart of mine

And loneliness only wants you back here with me

Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me

And all you had to do

Was apologize, and mean it

. .

But you didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me

. .

Wish like hell I could go back in time

Maybe then I could see how

Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try

But it's too late, it's over now

. .

You didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me

Again

Never get to love me