fabiano so cuuuuuuute....

the way he smiles and babbles, so funny...

makes me wanna see him for always

miss u so bad fabi...

this shivering

the journey has began...

September 1st, 2007
i still remember the day i met him..
he wore a white shirt combined with a black jeans
i dunno why but like the way he dressed
the day after that, everything seems so right
yep, finally i found someone

October 20th, 2007
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I won't be too much but my heart is shivering when i remember all the things his done
I can't seem to get myself to think of his warm gentle kiss I taste and savor his touch that I wanted so much
How beautiful it is just to be like this
yep, there's nothing else I want more than to feel this way

i think i'm hoping that it's not only the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent ...

thx to Allah who gives this beautifull gift into my life...

almost over...

dah tinggal sepuluh hari lagi nih meninggalkan Ramadhan, semoga Allah memberikan ampunan & maghfirohNya kepadakyuuu,amin...
sedih juga yah krn almost over, kayanya udah enaaaakkk bgt bisa deket sama Allah, semoga bulan2 lainnya juga bisa mendekatkan diri seperti ini terus, sampe teruuuuuuus khusnus khotimah,amiiiiinnn
so many things happened lately....

hmmm, dah mulai let "him" away from me..
it's not his mistaken actually, but he has to get used to be without me, has to!!
gw mang kelewat cuek bgt sama dia, ga tau yah gw ko suddenly maleees bgt sama dia, astaghfirullah gaboleh gitu sih, tp gimana lageee???!!! ga mau aja deket2 lagi ma dia.... maafin akyuuuuuu, i don't mean it..

so drowning
wish tomorrow will be better than today